I am trying to work cutting out in with sewing to ensure I have a steady supply of blocks for sewing. It’s going very slowly because I am at the section of the book with 8 pointed stars. I am very over them. Not as over them as I probably will be when I get to sewing them and have to do all the inset seams, but I have just had an idea for how I can rotary cut them, as opposed to having to draw round templates, so the pace might pick up a little today.
Only 4 more days of sewing before I have to go back to work and I am starting to realise that At my current pace there is no way I can get all the blocks done by then. I may be able to get everything finished by the end of the weekend after. I guess that is not too bad. Only 83 blocks to go.
I did manage to get a fair bit done yesterday, but am just feeling frustrated because as usual it wasn’t anywhere near as much as I wanted to do. Plus the blocks I did do were kind of fiddly and each one seemed like it took forever. Then there was the huge amount of time I spent piecing inset seams on one block with hexagons and diamonds. The block is still not finished. I managed to get the hexagons to go together alright but I couldn’t get the diamonds to fit. Am hoping that I will be able to fix it by cutting new diamonds slightly bigger, I just have to figure out how big they need to be. Hopefully I won’t have to restart the whole thing from scratch. Though turning it into an appliqued block does have some appeal at this stage.
Am back, and struggling to get back into things. It has only been 2 hours though, so I suppose I shouldn’t be too harsh on myself.
I did finish reading Being and Nothingness while I was away. I wish I had something deep and meaningful to say about it, but I don’t. The end was a kind of anti-climax. I was for hoping for something in the conclusion that would tie everything back together and then everything would make sense, but there wasn’t and I am just feeling a little unsure about the whole thing.
I am trying not to stress about it too much and instead trying to focus on what I have left to do. 104 blocks. I really need to have a mammoth cutting out session tonight, which I am not really looking forward to. I am trying to resist the temptation to write the rest of the day off and go have a nap.
I managed to get a load of sewing done yesterday. Not as much as I would have liked but it gives me an idea of what I can do if I put my mind to it. I might actually get this thing finished by 31 January after all. At the very least I should be done by 3rd when I have to go back to work. I think. I’m probably not factoring in something obvious like cutting out time, or the need to sleep/rest.
This is the last post for a little bit. I am off up the coast today for my family’s Christmas. I have a bit of hand sewing done so hopefully will get something done, and Sartre is packed, so at the very least I might get to finish the book.
I have been struggling all week to stay motivated and keep on track. Part of the problem has been knowing that I would have today and tomorrow off work. As soon as I knew that I started to slack off a little and think – well it doesn’t matter if I don’t do it now, I can do it on my day off. So now it is my day off and I have way too much to do.
Finally it feels like summer, I am sitting here sweating. So just a quick post and then I am off to have a cold shower and sit in the aircon. I am starting to feel slightly more organised. I didn’t get any sewing done over the weekend, but did get loads cut out and most of my pre-christmas chores done. I finally decided to be realistic and booked Thursday and Friday off work. It was so slow I would have been sitting there twiddling my thumbs anyway and this way it takes a load of stress off. Plus I went out and bought some more fabric at lunch time which is another load off my mind. I thought I might run out between now and new year, and it was worrying me because I lent my car to my parents til then and there are no fabric shops with easy public transport access.
Finally got some blocks sewn last night and was actually enjoying it. I think I like this fabric better, and I have spent so much time cutting out that sewing was a relief.